I feel trapped in a generation

07/10/2014
Torreon, Coahuila

I FEEL TRAPPED IN A GENERATION

I feel trapped in a generation, an age, a specific time. But even with that, I love the time I´m living, it is an interesting moment in history, or at least looks like that. There are happening issues everywhere, people is changing their mains, even when there are millions who aren´t. We don´t need all the opinions to change, not all people care about what is happening out of their house´s door. It could be your neighborhood, your city, your country, your brother/sister in the human rise, with other culture, behaviors, ideas, but people who feel.

I´m looking for my war, my personal and social fight. I was dodging clashes like a boxer, waiting for the moment, like a kid trying to enter in the rope´s game. If you doing it very fast you could receive a hit, and the same if you wait very much. I´m preparing myself, training me, organizing my ideas, my net and my soul.

There are a lot of people sleeping in comfort zone, without any intention to wake up. They won´t understand it till decide to wake up. We can see same  sunset getting different trues.

Who need words when I can see your soul in your eyes? Words just enclose stuffs which should be free.

What is happening in Mexico, Brazil, Turkey, Indonesia and Island? What is happening worldwide? People is acting different and thinking different. We want to enter in next level, as Jose Vasconselos said.

I don’t like the idea about all we are corrupt, all we lie and we just care about ourselves. I believe in others because I believe in myself as a key of change. I trust in other people, because at the end, what we do, it is just our decision, at least in the people who can control their actions.

I believe in ideas, they are who are changing the world. Ideas are stronger that the human flesh and events. Ideas cruse generation, sleep and wake up again with the people who understand their power. It could happen years or a century after, but they will be there, like a sleeping monster waiting to be awake. Waiting for a leader who see monster´s eyes and grasp it.

Alhelí Calderón Villarreal

*This is from 2014,  just a reflection moment*